"Sleepless Dreaming Is Wonderful"

“Sleepless Dreaming Is Wonderful” I love these 10 minute naps, and mile long dreams. Sometimes I think my life has turned into a dream. Good dreams, bad dreams, but never anything I can remember. I guess that is the good part about them. I doubt if I ever sleep a minute without a dream. In fact my sleep is very sporadic anymore. I might sleep an hour, then stay awake an hour. Some nights are better than others, but I hear from others that I am just a typical older person. A life of retirement is not all that great. However, I'm not complaining. I look back now and wonder how I worked a full time job, raised four children, and never missed church. I never had any trouble sleeping like a log all night long. I don't remember having very many, if any dreams. I enjoyed my life then, but I don't want to live it over. I am thankful, and blessed to have a good life still today, except for the sleeping part. Today is Saturday, and tomorrow I will be going to church. I have had a full week of activities. I did my two short day job, went to the Senior Center Center for lunch two days, and pulled weeds out of the garden part of two days. I took care of business, and cooked for Chuck, and I every day. That is a big plus for me. I had become so lazy I had to make myself do everything I did. Now I look forward to those things that I used to dislike. I plan to do the same routine again next week. Life is what we make it to be. My greatest desire is to help people be happy. I can't do that entirely from my recliner. I will share my blessings always. I have so many wonderful friends whom I'm so thankful for. All of my extended family are special to me. I do not see how anyone can hold anger or jealousy in their hearts. I may not approve of everything some do, but I will never insult them purposely My hope is only to help someone overcome what I feel like is doing harm to them. If they choose to hate me that is their problem, but I will never hate them. I realize there is a thin line between condemning, and condoning, but we must remember God is still the judge. The bible tells us to love our enemies, and pray for them. How do I define my enemies? I won't even try. “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.” God Bless Myrtle Jean Sharp

“Put On Your Happy Hat” I enjoyed another lunch at The Senior Citizens Center today. I am slowly winning this stay-at-home attitude I developed when everything had to shut down so long because of the covid. At least I can force myself to get out and fight like heck to become normal again. It takes a strong will powered person to deal with the consequences that terrible man-made disease made on everyone. Especially on those who stay read up on their bibles. I truly believe we are entering the phase of world-wide deaths when the bible speaks about one third of the people will be killed at once. However, we can be victorious over that thought if we truly trust God. I will not continue to live with a defeated attitude any longer. My friends at The Center are a great inspiration to be with. We lost a few from the disease, and we miss them greatly, but their memories are still very present. Our attendance is back to normal, and this member can say the same. We will fight as long as we have breath against the terrible, evil that has gained so much control over our country. Thank You Lord for giving us courage to press on. I am expecting a full recovery to many who are shuffling with their walk because of awful grief they are having to deal with brought on because of the virus. We are winners already. I cannot be more proud of some of our government leaders who have never given into defeat one ounce. Some of you may not know this, but I am sure God has chosen them to be little David's who was the one who slew the Giant. I truly believe we have enough to kill the worlds Giant. Let us be patient, and keep the faith. “All things work together for good to them that love The Lord.” I put on my happy hat today, took my picture and posted it on face book. Let us all wear our happy hats, and smile for God. I have several more to wear as time goes by. And let us not forget to ask God for forgiveness every day for our sins. We sin in spite of our effort not to. We are all humans, and the bible says “he who says he has no sin is sinning already.” I have had a great week for the first time in over a year. I am still not without trials, but I have the strength to bear them. This world is not my home, I'm just a passing through. My treasures are laid up somewhere beyond the moon. Amen. God Bless Myrtle Jean Sharp

"David's Own Words I Am The Chiefest Of All Sinners"

“David's Own Words I Am The Chiefest Of All Sinners” It is believed that King David wrote the 118 chapter of Psalms. Verse 17, I shall not die, but live, and declare the works of the Lord. Verse 18, The Lord has chastened me sore: but he hath not given me over to death. How many of you wonder why you are still living when seemingly your Godly work is over? You have grown to be old, and for the most part are useless to the Lord. Because of the time I wholly gave my life to be taken by God, the trade being made for my salvation, I cannot ever say my work is over for God. I may be old, and body ridden, but the fact that I'm still here makes me know God is not through with me yet. After I was told by the Holy Spirit I had been saved from all my sins, I simply asked, “then why am I still here Lord?” He said to me through his Word, “I am not through with you yet. You will have many more battles to go through before I am through with you.” From this personal experience with God, I believe I understand David's exhortation in Gods Word. “I shall not die, but live.” Yes, I am going through battles daily I call it, but David called it chastisement. I may not have committed the worse kind of sin like David did, but I was a no-good sinner. I do not feel like I'm being chastised like David felt when I'm going through a battle, but it is easier for me to endure because God told me in my early years I would have to endure hard times. I am truly ready to live as long as God can use me in some way. And I am happy most of the time. God just seems to put a praise in my heart even when things are tough. There is an old saying I like “if life gives you lemons, make a pit.” It has taken me two years to gain back my pleasureful life. The Corona virus had a Hugh impact on my life. I am sure it is a fulfillment of Bible Prophesy which is a very bad time for all to endure. I cannot change that belief because it is so positive of a warning from God's Word. And it gets worse as time goes by. But I have accepted the will of the Father, and will take things as they come, day, by day. I have become stronger in spite of the evil I see happening every day. I keep reminding myself of the wise old saying, “only one life will soon be past, only what's done for Christ will last.” I hope I have a few more days to do more for Christ. When the roll is called up yonder, by the grace of God, I will be there. God Bless Myrtle Jean Sharp

"Keep On The Sunny Side"

“Keep On The Sunny Side” I finally made it back today to my favorite place to dine out. It had been one year since I had attended due to the Corona-virus which caused other disadvantages, and still has an effect in many ways, I believe this epidemic has done more harm to peoples lives than will ever be known. Since I had been out for a year what I saw in some persons today would have seemed more like five years of change. I almost felt like a stranger to the place, although everyone so graciously welcomed me back. There is definitely a difference in the atmosphere in the place. The people are still the best that God ever made, but they obviously are fighting with the determination to keep it going. The crowd was good, and the food seemed even better, but something called peace was missing in my opinion. I believe most of those people are living by faith more than ever before. I love them for that. Why did this world wide disaster strike us? No one can answer that, but everyone is fighting daily to disarm the giant enemy it is. I for one have never fought so hard in all my life. I am positive that I will be fighting for a long time yet. I can't praise those dear Senior Citizens enough who have never let up one bit on their determination to keep this fantastic place moving full force. One would never guess how hard they have worked. Today I made a move to completely restore, and rebuild my physical and spiritual strength to help make The Senior Citizen's Center a Shinning Star. I pray we all will embrace for the next round of explosive damage that very possibly could happen again. We can do it with God's help. The more we get together the more we can win, I still am amazed at how well the Senior Citizens have done to keep our place safe, and active. I know now just how important they are to the community in which I live. Glory to God for such good Christian people. God Bless Myrtle Jean Sharp

"Is It Old Age Or True Love"

“Is It Old Age Or True Love” It looks like this 4th of July has turned out to be a four day holiday. I called two places today that I needed to talk with, and both were closed due to the holiday. The mail was also closed down. The United States is becoming farther, and farther in debt partly because of allowing too much pleasure time to most employees. Many are refusing to work because they get paid more to stay at home. The tax payers, and shoppers are feeling the effects every time they pay to own a house, or buy food to eat. In my opinion it is helping China to gain more ownership of America. The old saying is true, “robbing Peter to pay Paul.” It doesn't exactly make for a happier life as we grow older. I can still say God has been good to me, and helped me with all my uncontrollable finances. I could say I'm in debt to Him, but I might be insulting Him if I did. The world, and all it's content is already His. The more we thank Him, and honor His Word the more He blesses us. He does not hold us accountable for those who make bad decisions in life, and make debts they cannot pay. He will always see the faithful, wise, and choose to back off when they see their mistakes, He will always help them to gain. I also believe this means more then finances, it means health, and joy, peace, and happiness. I stay at home alone most of the time, because I believe I am sheltered there, and can stay in touch with my Lord on a daily basis. Like a little child if I wonder too far I might become so contented that I forget my way back. For many years I have never done that yet. I need God more, and more every day. He is my comforter, my provider, my healer, and my soon-coming King. As long as I stay true to Him He will stay true to me. I heard John Denver sing his famous song today, “Take me home where I belong,” meaning he was tired of being famous living in the mountains, and was ready to cone home to his modest country life where he belonged. I believe everyone who is truly honest would prefer their simple, modest life instead of money, and fame. Far too many can never find their way back, and end up committing suicide. Depression is not like a common cold. It is a disease that requires more than medication. I believe it requires a new walk with God, without holding anything back from Him. I have experienced several depressed, and finally dementia friends who have not been able to return to normal minds, and it is a very sad thing to have to see. It is only my opinion, but I feel like the disease could have been prevented had the person recognized the symptoms and changed their way of thinking. Because I loved them I still suffer part of their misery. Let us be thankful for what we have, and never forget to tell it to God daily. God Bless Myrtle Jean Sharp

"Who Cares About The Church"

“Who Cares About The Church” Our Pastor delivered a good 4th of July sermon this morning. He didn't fail to mention all the men, and women who have fought down through the years to keep our Christian Nation strong, and safe. Also even this day they are still defending our County. God, our Commander, and Chief, is still winning this bloody, sinful battle. Our Pastor preaches regularly that we will never give up. I stand firmly behind him on this statement. We as Christians, must put forth every effort possible to help fight this ragging war. It's always been a tradition every 4th of July to celebrate the freedom The United States won, and became Independent. It was a time for families to get together, and pop firecrackers, and feast on wonderful food. As far back as I can remember we as children, could hardly wait for that big day to arrive. Our parents made sure we always had firecrackers, and the girls had sparklers. Now two hundred, and some odd years later we are on the verge of losing that freedom we have enjoyed so much. Some places in America have already lost it, and cannot even fly their flags peacefully. I believe every place in America has lost much of their freedom. I wonder just how many luke-warm Christians are riding the fence. We must take a stand before it's too late. There is no excuse for saying, “I can't do anything. I'm staying home, and praying.” Do these people not know that the more match sticks in a pile is harder to break than a few? There are a few times in the bible when a small number of warriors won victory over a multitude of fighters, but only because God took things into his own hands. Can God do the same thing again today? Of course He can, but will He forgive those who would not even offer a hand to physically support the main fighters? I do not want to risk that possibility. As long as I can possibly be in church, I will be there. That is if the church has not lost their purpose in being there in the first place. There has to be a reason other than habit. If I cannot feel God's Spirit in a church, then it's time to move on. God did not give us a mind of confusion, but is the author of peace as in all churches of the Saints. 1 Corinthians 14:33. Just be at church to be counted as those who faithfully honored God, and no other reason. God Bless Myrtle Jean Sharp

"Amazing Grace Indeed"

“Amazing Grace Indeed” I have enjoyed having company for the past three days, but after they left this morning I am now feeling lost. I always know I will be found, because it happens so often these days of living alone. In the mean time I won't pretend to be something I am not. If I'm lonely I will say so, if I'm sad I will say so. If I am happy I will say so. Only if I'm angry then it's up to you to decide, except in extreme cases. There is a difference in angry, and different opinions. At the end of the day I am always normal, whatever that means. I am more than thankful for this one Friend who is by my side daily, and ready to comfort, and lets me know He is never far away. Every day of my life now is proof that I have been watched over, and blessed since the day I was born. I have to give my parents most of the credit for that. I have to say I have weathered many hard storms, and at times was ready to give up, but have always found my way back to the One whom had never left me in the first place. I trust I will complete my journey here on earth without rushing it up. My God knows when He is ready for me. I pray for patience, and staying capable to do my job. I want people to know they are welcome to come visit me anytime even without calling to let me know. I have been told that some have tried to visit me, even rang the door bell, but I did not answer. I am very hard of hearing, and even with hearing aids it doesn't help. I have told them to open my door and yell at me. If my door opens then I am at home. I am either in a back room at the computer, or painting art. The television is always on, and it is hard for me to hear my door bell. I would advise would be robbers that I do have ways to call for quick help if I need to. I have nothing in particular that a robber would want, but now a days so many have lost their minds. By my saying this you may have already guessed I live in a small town with very little crime. How much longer I can say this is unknown. Crime is rising everywhere everyday, This world has become a very wicked, dangerous place to live in. I truly believe we all need each other to share our burdens with. Some of my husband's famous words were, “when I am down she is up when she is down I am up.” How much more do we need to hear these words after one of the couple have passed on. We still have that invisible One, but even still we need each other. God Bless Myrtle Jean Sharp