I must change something I just said. Since I wrote that the yard man can't mow the grass, I can now hear his mower going past my window. The blind is closed, but the noise is clearly the mower. That makes me happy, and I hope it rains again tonight. It sure looks possible. I hope it waits till the yard gets mowed. I feel so lucky to have gotten the big patio job completed before it started raining every day. I had a lot of patio furniture scattered over the yard for several days. Everything is now back in place.
I had planned to go to the Widower's meeting this evening, but at the last minute I changed my mind. I'm glad I did because the lawn mower always collects when he finishes the job. I sure wasn't expecting him today. This being Saturday I have to plan dinner for tomorrow. I will have to go the the grocery store, and that's mostly why I decided not to go to the Widower's meeting. I have decided on pork chop and rice casserole. We haven't had that for awhile. I don't plan on company, but I never know for sure. Chuck and I like this casserole.
I was tested and tried for patience several times this past week. I almost thought I was losing my mind, but after a little body rest, everything was back to normal. I had misplaced some items, and it happened within reach of where I was standing. Almost impossible, but that is me. I had also gotten aggravated at, “forever changes being made with my long time business routine,” and told a few people what I thought about it. I tried to be nice, but due to my ill temper, I made some wrong moves. I did eventually get everything straightened out. I am not a person who accepts changes nicely, and I am now being made to do it more, and more, every day. If I keep living, I have to keep changing. I am just stubborn enough to keep living. I hope God keeps forgiving me for my imperfectness. I apologize to him every night. I also ask Him to help others forgive me. Hey! I am going to make it someway.
Myrtle Jean Sharp
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