"My Joy My Love My Fear"

                              The Holly Hawks are blooming nicely. 6-4-2019 Perryton, TX

The Holly Hawks in my back yard are blooming so nicely. I like them because they never quit blooming till fall. Each stalk has many beautiful flowers on them. They bloom from the bottom up, and as the stalk gets taller the blooms keep coming on. We had a hard rain last night, but it didn't disturb the Holly Hawks. The roses were not so lucky. They look pretty sad this morning. The ground is covered with rose petals. Some of my other flowers are refusing to open up until it quits raining on them. They are too fragile, and are simply beautiful when it's not raining on them. I will enjoy them all when the time is right. In the meantime a plague of mosquitoes are keeping us inside. We had none before all the rain started. They are tiny, but waste no time getting to your blood. They even bite through your clothing. Every good thing is bound to have some bad connected to it. We are not in heaven yet.

I have thoroughly enjoyed watching all the glamour, and honor placed on our President, and First Lady while they have been visiting the Royal Palace in London. I almost feel like I am there taking part in this great celebrating. And to see the US President and the UK Prim Minister doing a press conference together was encouraging. Everyone knows that the UK is plagued with great problems even more so than the US. The now mayor of London. Sadiq Khan, is unbelievably set on bringing our US President down. He has done the worst of worst to embarrass, and humiliate President Trump, and the American people. I dare say that Mayor is no match for our President. He will either come clean, and make a deal with President Trump or be removed from his position. This is another chapter in our history that will forever be made known. Any American citizen should be watching these every day happenings with great excitement. I wonder how anyone could ignore such important events like we have been having every since President Trump took over the White House. To me it means either do or die. No sleeping on the job. I am positive the day is coming when every human will bend before Jesus, but does that mean they will be forgiven? The bible does speak about unforgivable sin. Some of the news I've been seeing makes me believe that many will not be forgiven for the rotten things they are doing to our God fearing people. God is a loving God, but He will not be mocked. Neither will He allow His people to be mocked such as President Trump is being even today. June 4, 2019. It is not who is a Democrat, or Republican, or neither that will be saved, it's those who do not have an evil heart. That includes all I mentioned. God bless America, God bless the United Kingdom, and God bless Israel.

God bless

Myrtle Jean Sharp

Jean's Comment's: "Simple Life Like The Birds Is What I ask"

Jean's Comment's: "Simple Life Like The Birds Is What I ask":                Dinner time for the baby birds under my patio eaves. 6-3-2019 Perryton, TX   I sat out and watched this mother bird wit...

"Simple Life Like The Birds Is What I ask"

               Dinner time for the baby birds under my patio eaves. 6-3-2019 Perryton, TX

 

I sat out and watched this mother bird with a worm in her mouth fixing to fly under the eave of my patio and feed her babies. She builds her nest there every spring, and hatches babies. With all the rain we have had the birds don't have any problem finding worms. Every summer I see a few baby birds that the cats have killed while they were learning to fly. I suppose nature has a way of keeping the bird population from becoming too great. The squirrels always throw eggs out of the bird's nest also. Sometimes a baby bird can be seen in the egg that breaks when it hits the ground. Poor mother birds grieve just like humans when something happens to their babies. I watch them, and it makes me sad to see those mothers hanging around their dead babies.

I've been too busy to watch much news today, but I did see President Trump, and First Lady visiting the Queen of England. The First Lady looked gorgeous in her white dress trimmed in black with a wide brim matching hat. I am one proud lady of the President, and First Lady who America now has in the White House. They cannot be beat. It is such a shame that they have to take all the evil fun-making that goes on everywhere they go. I believe that every one of those who partake in this kind of evil will pay a dear price even in this world. I have to say I will not feel sorry for them, for they know what they are doing. They belong to the party of Satan, and that is why they act this way. The crowds are growing bigger every time the President schedules an open speech. The news media will not show these huge crowds because they too are Satan's best workers. But some news media gets it out anyway. Fox News is one of the best for being fair. However, it appears that the enemy is working hard to stop Fox News from continuing to be fair. We true Americans need to pray daily for the Fox contributors who are working around the clock to keep the public informed on the true news. They are surly risking their lives to bring this news to us.

Just a few more small jobs and my day will be finished as for work. I will enjoy my recliner while I catch up on what I've missed. I have accomplished a lot today which makes me pleased with myself. I am fighting hard to keep my spirit high, and not be deceived by any demon spirit that attempts to destroy my faith. I am finding it harder every day to discern between good people, and evil. Let's face it, the world is becoming more evil by the hour. We often miss out on what could have been a blessing, but was afraid to take the chance. I trust God with my life.

God Bless

Myrtle Jean Sharp

Jean's Comment's: "Do You See What I See"

Jean's Comment's: "Do You See What I See": My favorite rose of the day. You can see a face if you look hard enough. first see the two ears on either side of the rose, then one eye i...

"Do You See What I See"

My favorite rose of the day. You can see a face if you look hard enough. first see the two ears on either side of the rose, then one eye is very plain the nose is right above the mouth. It seems to be eating something. Fun to observe art in all things. 6-2-2019 Perryton, TX

 

I'm always looking for a message from heaven. I get a lot of them. How grateful I am for the little things that cheer me on. Of course I look forward to bigger, and more exciting things any time I can have them. I think it's called good sanity. At least I like to think of it as such. I have enjoyed a beautiful day today. A trace of rain last evening just barely showed on the rain gauge this morning. The sun has been shinning all day. I have found things to keep me busy today, and that is a blessing in it's self. At least I am getting back a lot of the interest I had lost. Having your children to come and spend three nights with you means a lot. I never fail to thank God for my children, and grandchildren every day. In just 10 more days I will be spending some more time with several of them. I can hardly wait. I know it makes God happy when we are happy. That's why I'm so excited.

I have spent two hours painting this morning. I am very pleased with the way my painting is shaping up. I can't wait from one day to another to work at it again. Yet the paint has to dry some before I continue after about two hours. I'm mentally already searching for the perfect frame for it. Not just any frame will do. I love hunting for frames for my paintings. I will not spare any expense for the portrait I'm painting now of my son, and his family while they were having boo coos of fun on a beautiful Island. This painting will bring laughter even if you are not in the mood for fun. Every home needs some fun kind of paintings, especially those who are showing nothing but the latest metal art, and hard rock type of decorations. Let's decide to be a bit more personal, and let our personalities fill our homes.

Tomorrow I will start a busy week. Getting ready to leave on a 10 day vacation requires a lot of preparedness in addition to the normal routine. There is always a million things to remember to do. Packing, and unpacking is the worst things about vacations. I always take cloths that I don't want to wear after I get there, and wish I had brought something else. I usually dress according to the mood I'm in, and I don't know from one day to the next what mood I will be in. Sometimes while on vacation I wear the same outfit two or three times, and some things I took I don't wear at all. I hope I'm not the only one like that. Anyway I will get the job done, and make out with what I take. I don't plan on buying any cloths while I'm gone, as I have done in the past. I do plan to take a lot of pictures, and maybe I can post some of them on my blogs. May blessing to all of you be many.

God Bless

Myrtle Jean Sharp

Jean's Comment's: "Enjoying Life Is A Gift Of God"

Jean's Comment's: "Enjoying Life Is A Gift Of God":           Yellow roses are blooming greatly. Yellow with white tent. 6-1-2019 Perryton, TX   While the rain is good for my roses it als...

"Enjoying Life Is A Gift Of God"

          Yellow roses are blooming greatly. Yellow with white tent. 6-1-2019 Perryton, TX

 

While the rain is good for my roses it also knocks off many of the petals. We are now fixing to get another good rain within a short time. I managed to get a few flowers, and some Coleus seeds planted today. The Coleus are beautiful large plants. The leaves are what is beautiful. The ground was very wet still, but I put the seed in the ground anyway. It will be a miracle if they come up because those seed are so tiny you can barely see them. I have a nice variety of annuals that are starting to bloom. My flowers cheer me up so much. I also picked a few ripe cherries today, but the cherry trees didn't produce much this year.

We are under severe weather watch so I rushed to the store to get a few things I needed. It seems like this bad weather is not going to let up. We have had a tornado or two touch down in our county and do some damage to building's. One hit just a few miles from Perryton in the country. Our local paper showed Perryton people going there to help clean up. There has been a lot of nervous people around here for several weeks now. I'm sure the wheat farmers are sweating it out. A bad hail could clean them out. Even a hard rain or high wind could do a lot of damage to wheat. I have my candles and lighters ready in case the electricity goes off.

Today is the first day of June, and I wonder how the year is going by so fast. It seems like we just got Christmas over with. I have slowed down a lot, but the time hasn't. Maybe it's because I'm not getting as much done. Not that I don't plan to do more tomorrow, but my plans never materialize. Before I know it several tomorrows have passed, and I'm still waiting for tomorrow. My mother never told me it would be that way, and I just didn't see any change much in her older days. She passed away with an massive, unexpected heart attack at 78. She was still enjoying life, and had a trip planned to Las Vegas with my brother. She couldn't hardly wait for the few more days till time for them to leave. We were all hit hard by her passing. My three sisters and I are trying to stay positive, and follow our mom's teachings. We miss her so much, but know life has a way of tearing us apart. I don't think I could keep up my faith, and courage if I didn't have so many of my mother's memories with me daily. My sisters are the next best thing to me apart from my mother. That is because they have the same memories I have of our mother. She was not perfect, but to us she was the best mother in the world. I do hope that what I've been taught about knowing our loved ones in heaven is true, but for some reason I am made to think that may not be the case at all. I just trust God for all good things.

God Bless

Myrtle Jean Sharp