I allowed myself this full
day to be mine to enjoy. I spruced up, and went to the Center to be
with my friends, and enjoy good food. Afterward I went shopping to
stock up on some things I have been needing, After I got home I have
simply relaxed, and did nothing of importance. This was my day to be
lazy, and day dream. After being home all afternoon I am still
dressed up, and my make-up is still untouched. My hair is still in
place, and I have no where to go. Still I'm not ready to undo my
fix-up job, and go back to wrinkles, and messed-up hair. If only I
had a gentleman friend who is experiencing the same loneliness as I,
and together we could fill out time with each other's vagueness. I
don't mean to be funny, but I'm sure it couldn't be any other way.
There's not such a thing as old age romance. But I believe there is
such a thing as love, and respect, for years of long life spent in
sharing love with a spouse. It's just not easy to find such a thing.
I have not met my dream lover yet. Maybe I never will, but in the
mean time I will be open to that opportunity. Only God can make this
happen. I do enjoy the hugs, and cheek kisses I get from men who's
wives are standing beside them. Especially my sons, son-in-law, and
grandsons. And yes my nephews. I love them all so much. Thank you God
for blessing my life with lots of love.
God Bless
Myrtle Jean Sharp
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