This is one of those day
that I almost feel like has been wasted. I have not accomplished one
thing so far. I went to the luncheon at the Center, but for some
reason it was not the same. I probably spoke less than a dozen words
the whole hour I was there. The others were visiting, and laughing,
but it just wasn't satisfying my need to be heard. I really don't
know what I needed to say, but I am never this quite in a group of
friends. I came home with the same feeling of “just be still and
relax.” I rested on the couch, still in my dress cloths, for two
hours. I had work that needed to be done, but no ambition at all.
Physically I felt great. I just didn't want to get involved in
anything. I decided this must be one of those days to “wait upon
the Lord.” Finally I got an idea about sharing this little jester
from a loving granddaughter. I think I will recover now.
It does concern me when I
feel this kind of mood. I never know if I am going to hear good
news, or bad news. I suppose that is because I make request every
night to God before going to bed. I guess it's only normal to think
sometimes God may answer my pray in a different way than I asked. I
haven't had that to happen in a very long time. Surly this is a time
when Satan got a chance to take control of me. I will not let him get
away with that. God is good all the time, and He will come to my
rescue. I am prepared to take whatever happens, whether good or bad.
I learned years ago that God will not put more on us than we are able
to handle. He didn't promise us a bed of roses, but he did promise to
never leave nor forsake us. I have victory because of that promise.
If I need to rest, I will do so. If I need to fly, God will give me
wings. I've been wanting to take a trip for quite awhile. Just maybe
that is in the making.
God Bless
Myrtle Jean Sharp
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