Today has been one of those days when you want to tell someone you don’t care any more what they do. Its like all patience has been exhausted, and nothing has worked to improve a terrible bad situation. The nicest word I can think of to describe these kind of people is too stupid to be just plain stupid. The reason for that definition is because many times over the offer has been made to them to join the happy band. Death is knocking on someone’s door, but the ignorance of some don’t believe it. They just come out with the excuse, “when its my time I will go no matter what.” This is an answer I get when I beg this person to go to the doctor. They are covered with full insurance, but refuse to use it. When a human being just weighs 80 pounds, coughs constantly, and sleeps sitting up in bed, I say they are long over due in going to the doctor, but It might still help if only they would try. For years I have tried to be a mentor to this person, and I have to say it worked out fairly well for a long time. Then one day this loving soul decided to walk alone in making important decisions, and it has been a complete failure. You might have already guessed that this person is special to me, since she is almost like a daughter. There comes a time when we have to tell God that He will have to do what He can because I can’t do anything else. That does not stop the pain, and the love I feel for this poor wretched soul. This person is not or has never been an addict except for stupidity. I have to correct that, she is addicted to tobacco, which is normal for her. That could be the reason for her health problem, but not for the “stupid” problem. For 65 years now this little girl has never grown up. She loves, and helps anyone if she possible can. She sacrifices her own well being to help someone else. That is a good trait she has, but it still requires simple thinking to go as far as she does sometimes. I guess this blog is my last possible effort to help this dear loved one. I need your prayers for her release from Satan’s prison. My beautiful blooming orchids have encouraged me today to send out this message. I am claiming victory once and for all for her happiness and good cheer. I know that the prayer of faith shall heal the sick, and who knows who out there might just have that faith. Maybe I have given up on my own prayers for this soul, but I haven’t given up on yours. I will send out a testimony when this prayer is answered. I just ask that you help hold my hands up while I keep praying. Thank you in advance.
God Bless
Myrtle Jean Sharp
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